im so bored.

idontwanttostudy

i hate you.

oh whatever.

Songs of love and words of truth

Once mingled with heart and freed from soul

An imitation of love, a stage-show mime

Blessings on me- too good to be true

Moments of bliss, too brief a time

I ask you now. Did you ever know?

How much it took-

I wrote this for you

Time quantized into minute spaces- Too few

Too short. Too gone-

If you ever knew.

My wish on a wishing star was, is you

Together to revive our fading suns

In galaxies woven from fleeting dreams

Dreams that were or maybe just seemed

A part of what is our reality.

The planet turns and brings change

Connections delicate like gossamer threads still remain

Threads woven from whispers of faith and a cry of passion

The sands of time shift unstoppable

My thread connects to you, trembles with strain

Did you ever know?

I had nothing to gain

The battle is over, you were right

Love is not for the weary kind

But when people forget and life goes on

When tongues quieted- I should have known

I never thought once, maybe I was wrong

Know this now

I wrote this for you

Scars left over from the war go unseen

Stare into the mirrors- try and find me

Try and recognize the person that walks

Touch pale skin, where does it show I fought?

The heart is liar, the brain mocks

Demand its proof of ‘pain and suffering’

Was I just blind or is it your fault?

Painful writings, was told to erase them all

It was as if I knew what was to come

Laugh a little, push away fear

The mind doesn’t know, the heart was all I could hear

Pull you close and promised to never let go

Did you know?

I didn’t know you would want to leave me so

soon

Signals so clear, so blatant in my face

The heart has lost, my love has failed

You no longer want, you no longer care

Childish passions touch me to the core

Told you once, will tell you once more

This heart is full, myself is yours

If I would, I would still never let you go

But did you ever know?

How true I was, How much I still-

Listen to reason, Give into fact

Point no point-

I wrote this for you. Did you know that?